it is all I would wish. I thought it was right to say that I do not anticipate any other source of income.
The next thing is to say that having given the whole matter the most careful consideration, I do not see anything to hinder my making a definitive offer of service. Please consider this as a definite offer.
To me, Medical Missionary work is the greatest work in the world. It is a tremendous responsibility and privilege. It is this knowledge that makes me hesitate to offer for such service. I know I can boast of no intellectual achievement. I have had a great struggle to get through the course so far, and it will be a big fight before I get through the Finals. More than this, I am very conscious that my life is a failure. I know I have failed terribly to live up to the ideals

我就心滿意足。我認為我應該告訴你，我不預期自己得靠其他收入來源。
　另一件事情，經過一番慎思後，我想不到拒絕在貴傳道會工作的原因，請將此封信視為我最終決定。
　對我而言，醫療宣教士是世界上最棒的工作，他具備極大的責任與榮耀。正因此，使我有點卻步。我知道我毫無智力成就，我花了一番功夫才熬到現在，要通過期末考恐怕又是另一個大挑戰。最重要的是，我很清楚我人生很失敗，我也未能實踐基督教的價值。